Sad Sack Olympian

I'm Kasia Kowalczyk. If being a Sad Sack was a sport, I'd be an Olympian. When I'm not busy being sad, I make films. Sometimes I'm a monster...

“I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do.”

—   

F. Scott Fitzgerald, ”More Than Just A House   (via thatkindofwoman)

Sad sacks quickly forget.

(Source: fitzgeraldquotes, via thatkindofwoman)

Project 365 
Day 2338-21-2014
My first time back at the L.A. Zoo in 7 years. The animals in the petting zoo seemed exhausted from the attention children were thrusting on them. Sheep bundled together tightly in the heat to avoid tiny, sticky hands tangling in their wool. Suddenly, a curious goat sidled over to me and began to nuzzle. We put our foreheads together. He pressed into my lap whenever my attention shifted away. For the first time in a while, I was this creature’s everything. I miss that. 
Clearly, I need a pet.
Project 365 
Day 2328-20-2014
CBS killed the Hollywood Stars.
My New York friend was urging me today to go with him to try out for The Price is Right. We often walk by the studio but for some reason it makes me sad to see the concrete monolith looming over Fairfax. It used to be home to Gilmore Field where the baseball team the Hollywood Stars (or Twinks) used to play. In the 1950’s, the field was razed, CBS rose up and an era disappeared. I’m not sure I ever want to pass through those gates.
Gilmore Field.
Project 365 
Day 2318-19-2014
There are so many little art projects happening in my apartment all at once. I no longer have space for my paper crowns. They are resting on lamps, shelves…tucked away in special boxes. I realize there is a fine line between myself and a hoarder…one that probably includes stacks of newspapers and piles of adult diapers. May I never cross over that threshold.
Project 365 
Day 2308-18-2014
After a stressful morning of dealing with family and running errands, I decided the only way to cope with it was a wine lunch. Halfway through the restaurant door, I remembered the pitiful looks people gave me the last time I ate alone. I pretended I forgot something and walked down the street to a bookstore. I returned with a book I don’t even need…so I could eat lunch with my gaze averted. I win the Sad Sack Monday prize.

"I’ve been doing some research. In real life there is no algebra."



The fucking honest truth. So sad.

"I’ve been doing some research. In real life there is no algebra."

The fucking honest truth. So sad.

(Source: kathpierces, via bbook)

Reblog if you actually give a shit about anyone who’s suicidal or depressed.

no one should scroll past this

Always.

(Source: yourbritneyspearsanon, via pocketpoet)

Project 365 
Day 2298-17-2014
A gentle reminder from some far away friends…that Tal was kind enough to place by the candy jar.
Project 365 
Day 2288-16-2014
I’ve been a bit of a shut-in lately. Luckily, sometimes people notice I am missing from their lives and force me to come outside and have ice cream.
Project 365 
Day 2278-15-2014
Accidental selfie while attempting a photo of roses. Love it when lights gets in my eyes. A bit happy because it was the first time this week I wasn’t having dinner alone.
darcyoday:

Truth

The perfect cake..

darcyoday:

Truth

The perfect cake..

(Source: daddyfuckedme)

nevver:

Viktor E. Frankl

True story…

nevver:

Viktor E. Frankl

True story…